A summit I shall overcome
Venturing out in my last years of Junior High school, it's still in the first quarter and it has already been a hassling start to the school year. Yet I had fun, various more activities that I have participated in living in the joyous moments along with others. Furthermore, in these beginnings, I have found the true extent of my abilities. Now brimming with confidence, I can now articulate my ideas much more properly during lectures now my voice can resonate with my thoughts. While also seeing my latent abilities such as swift comprehension, long-term and short-term, logical and analytical strengths to be getting better and better. Also, this slothful mindset of mine has now seem to be getting smaller, now being able to accomplish my tasks with ease. But, I still have much yet to learn.
In not only my highschool years, but also throughout my whole school life, I always seemed to have an attitude towards my academics to be lazy. A mountain that I have kept climbing to conquer, a mountain higher than even Everest could imagine, yet I am still far from reaching the summit. Not accomplishing my tasks on time and not even bothering to review. Again and again, I have been scolded by my parents because not once have I able been to see the other side of the mountain. And maybe because through my elementary years, nothing really challenged me. Always having the highest scores and having alluring outputs, being called a naturally gifted child and sometimes even a genius. Never needing to reach the peak of the mountain in the first place. So this lead to me always abusing these talents of mine, avoiding the what's so called "Work hard for your dreams", not knowing how to put effort in my academics. And finally, the consequences of my actions caught up to me like how an avalanche came crashing down. My grades yet still high, but not in their former glory. And this problem is still prevalent throughout this past few months. I still cannot reach for the sky, I'm still procastinating as always. Always dealing with this problem now I'm in Grade 10 whenever I need to review or finish my tasks.
Regardless, I shall always seek to overcome this summit, this problem of mine that has plagued me since 1st grade. Whether that may be employing techniques to deal with laziness. Brainstorming ways on how to approach this problem of mine. Using them as tools to climb this slope. Always thinking of my parents that has given so much to me as my inspiration to keep pushing myself upwards. To always remember what they done for me, and to repay my uneneding debt towards them.
Moving on, I will continue to keep striving. To climb the mountain, to stand on the summit. Knowing the meaning to work hard for your dreams. Putting 100% to everything I will do. To achieve the dreams that I always had.
It's nice to know that despite the thoughts of others, you're still able to identify your weaknesses and what could lead for it to happen. Others tend to abuse their specialties, but I hope you overcome yours.
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